Guilty of neglecting my blog

Oh my I have really neglected my blog! but I was sick for a couple of days, so I'm in the last stages of my flu.....So I'm good. I have been super aunty for the last 2 days, my nephews are with me, spending holidays, so I'm the one mostly taking care of them,with my sister, who is 6, and my older nephew is 5 [[i know mom couldn't wait for the granchild]] and the younger one, is 1 year, so I have my hands full! but I love it!, lol but When Gramie aka, my moms goes to work, "hell bruk loose" wow.... but I like the madness, it helps me forget about everything else... I love to hear them say "Aunty Haley" it sounds so sweet! but the younger one says like this "Aunty Heely",,, it still sounds cute! well all the babes are sleeping now, to gain energy for tomorrow.... oh how I love it!!, I don't even have a problem with the diaper changing... my "maternal instincts" have kicked in since I was 10 when my sister was born, and right after my sis, then my nephew..... and between then and now 4 more babies were born into the family, so ain't no dolly house preparing me for the future!, right now my cousin and my aunty is pregnant... so oh boy it starts all over again, horray!

I feel sicky!! :(

Oh lord I feel like crap, I feel weak, my nose is runny and I have a slight fever..... Oy Vey!! and to top it off, the neighbour and dem having they maticoor night, stuff I think..lol i too sick too 'macko' and I can't even go... And it sounding real good! Feels like "d tassa in meh vein" lol... i love it soo much, ever since I was a kid, I have always enjoyed hearing Tassa, or seeing it right in front of me being played!, Every year I go for the Hosay Processions[it's observed by Muslims] in St.James because, my family builds a Tadja.. and they have their own tassa group and stuff ... well thats another post... I have pics yuh know... I'll put them up tomorrow, and tell you all I know about it. lemme try to sleep..

too short

My posts are so short now.....well nothing really exciting happened just went in the savannah a normal thing, buy a coconut water...talk a little with my moms, run like a wild child with my sis.. ..come home watch a horror movie, a.k.a. the news.... (between that i showered an ate)and watch tv, and now i'm here. wow this must be my> "Boring-est"< post. lol

A'ight to keep a long story short..... the girl who was my so called friend, asked for forgivness, about 5 minutes ago, so I forgave, I may be a bitch... but I'm not such a cold-hearted person...... But I will not have a close relationship with her, like before, I will not tell her my business, and she agreed not to try to share the close friendship that we had before. But she worse than youtube... youtube have all the famous and not famous ppl business online for everybody to see.... she just can't control it, I'm sure there's a 12 step program out there for her. {lmfao}

I CAH BELIEVE IT

I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIEND?? BUT YOU TURNED OUT TO BE A BITCH! WELL, I'M SITTING HERE TRYING TO TAKE THE KNIFE OUT OF MY BACK, BUT THE WOUND IS SO DEEP, THAT THE KNIFE IS SO CLOSE TO MY HEART, THAT I CAN'T EVEN PULL IT OUT SUDDENLY, I HAVE TO DO IT SLOWLY.....HMMM NAH DREAD, GIRL YOU TAKE D CAKE! AND I HOPE THAT YOU KNOW WHAT GOES AROUND COMES BACK AROUND IT'S CALLED KARMA...... AND I KNOW YOU ENJOY READING MY BLOG...... {ENJOY THIS POST, IT'S ESPECIALLY FOR YOU} YOU BITCH...BUT I WILL NOT SAY YOUR NAME..EVEN THOUGH I CUSS, I STILL HAVE MORE CLASS THAN YOU...MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME BETTER THAN THAT... SO DON'T EVER CALL E-MAIL, OR CONTACT ME IN ANYWAY....STAY AWAY FROM ME....... YUH @#4%*^*^%$#@ ARGHHHH........

Cheese please.....

Today was really weird. I went to take a ride with my boys[cousins], around the savannah, while they were doing their stunts, I was just riding my bike like a sane person lol.....then these two people from Germany, asked if they could take my picture.... I was very skeptical about it, cause I don't know who the f**k they were..... but they looked like they were in their fifties.... a lady and a man.. The lady told me in her German accent, " I love your long legs"[bad day for bermuda shorts lol] I was like WTF! this lady eyeing down my legs!!.... But then I said probably she was just complimenting me lol.... So I said why my picture?? she said, she loved my simple beauty.....and then asked what i was mixed with..... I tell "d macko" I was mixed with Indian, Spanish and Negro...she was like telling the man, see I told you she had spanish! look at her long hair! lol lol.....This was real "kicksy"[I real laugh, couldn't hold up properly to ride] So I ask my cuz what he think I should do..... He said to me, "Smile"...... she took 3 shots, of me riding..... on the last shot she said "Cheese, Please, lmao.. wow I didn't bother to say it... cause I was already smiling, couldn't help it.. their accent just killed me! and now I'm home chillaxin... "d ride today will never be forgotten, I will remember it always lol"

Ah Trying..to catch up

Hmm my holidays are going great!.. I'm home now but i am still getting to go out..lol .. wow i got drunk while liming with my cuz at a well known club... not the tipsy, "I don't know what I'm doing drunk", the vomiting, dizzy, light-headedness kinda drunk! that was the worst! I will never drink alcohol again!, and its been good, going out partying and stuff, I get to meet actual people! lol...Not that I don't like my "Virtual friends" its just good to have face-to-face interaction with people, once in a while...."Ah feeling nice like fry up rice, with extra spice"-{said by Ice} Although I've been online, I haven't really been paying attention to my blog, or the blogs that I read...and I have like a gazillion e-mails, and "one setta" facebook notifications.....so let me get to it! lol..

ok its now 12:06 am, i can't sleep, cuz i'm in a different environment lol, i'm spending some days by my cousins, so the first night i feel weird, and i end up getting trouble to sleep....hmmmm the both of them fast asleep, lol....and i'm here freezing my ass off, cause I'm not used to sleeping with ac! lol...hmm well nothing exciting has been happening in my life....days just pass by, because when i wake up, like 12:30pm, time i actually eat bathe, and stuff is done like 2:00 pm, so half the day gone already.... I went movie towne tonight, to see Hulk, but i didn't even get to enjoy the damn movie! my dumb ex was there, cause he's my cousin's friend, and some how he ended up sitting next to me! and he didn't stop talking! OMG....He real"sad" I hope he gets another gf soon...He was only asking for another chance but "I good", if he was the only boy on this earth I would look for a nice girl, He is waaayyyy toooo POSESSIVE!! i can't handle that at all, Next thing, things get out of control! hmmm well lemme go try to sleep yesss.........

Just nah feeling to write, too pissed.............

Heels! I hate them!

I've done everthing I need to do for tomorrow, packed my purse, ironed my suit etc. but the only thing I can't do IS WALK IN MY SHOES! which asshole made them.....hmmmm i guessing a man? whoever did, I really dislike them.... I just hope that it doesn't look to obvious,that I can't walk in my shoes! hmmm well I'm suppose to reach for 8:00 am, but it starts at 8:30 am so i'll leave home 7:30am[thats one of the advantages of livin in P.o.S.], hmm so I have wake up 5:45 am, thats more than enough time for me to get ready, but my mom is carrying me, so she'll have to wake up before me, cuz she to help my sis get ready.......... [DeepSigh] let's get this show on the road! Good Night world! the sooner I sleep, the faster tomorrow will reach! oh and btw, is a youth training seminar, so my school say lol, and allyuh know, how crappy my school is with passing info!

I'm Alive!!

wheww! i'm back to cyberspace once again... My hardrive crashed...so i had to get a new one..but now i hav to install all my programs, cause its like a brand new pc! lol...i was still writing though... i took a copy book, and wrote blogger on the front..so i just have type it out lol , but in a few minutes..!