I got cussed.....

Yesterday, after all of that drama, with my step-bro on facebook, I got cussed. I go to a different church from my mother, so I leave before her, and when I come home, she's now leaving. But yesterday, while on my way home, I saw her pass me by in the car, so she saw me. When she got home, she started yelling at me for wearing all black to church!{shoes, pants,top,accessories}, so I was like black is a colour, but she heard when I told my brother the night before, that I'm wearing black to church because, I'm mourning, because is father's day....first to begin, I told her that I didn't wanna go, because, in church, the children/teens sing for their dads, or say a poem or something about their dads, and I wasn't feeling to hear that crap. She told me never to do that, but honestly, even if she knew the reason, I don't see why I couldn't wear it,,,, the woman just having problems, because she going through menopause.

But I love her still. I feel sorry for my bro, he was calling his dad to wish him happy father's day, but his step mother, didn't allow him to talk to his dad, she's a bitch, after all those years, the boy is 22 years now and she still wants to keep them apart. You know it makes my mom sound slutty to some people because, my three siblings and I don't have the same father, but really my mother isn't so, that's just the way it happend.. That's life I guess.....The only two who have great dads are my older sister, and my little sister, my brother and I have been emotionally scared for life...so most of the time...he comes and just sits and shares his feelings with me, My brother says, he feels like how I feel, like there's something missing, because he says his dad is dead for him. Yesterday, I spent most of my day with my brother, just talking, because we both were experiencing the same feelings. But my lil sis was really excited because, well its father's day and her dad's there so she was jolly like juice[juice, wtf... whteva]...So thats was my crummy day yesterday.......