Who would have thought?

When i entered Secondary school, I was like a fragile flower, in other words a nerd,I did not develop my womanly characteristics quite yet cause I was very young like 10 or 11. And then there were the very pretty girls[mean girls], who were half-way developed and were older than me like by a year or two. I remember not wanting to go to school, because they used to bully me, because I was so soft. I remember they telling me this stupid phrase,"roses are red, butter is gold, why wear a bra when you have nothing to hold?"[hey don't laugh!!]. And those stupid girls, didn't like how used to answer all the questions that the teacher would ask...and the first year I was in form 1 I came first in test... they taunted until school closed for christmas..
In the 2 month vacation before the new school year, before form 2, I completely changed my attitude, I was still under-developed, but I was no longer fragile! Now they didn't even bother to "come round me" because I "would cuss dem stink" lol... Well since I was soft, its obvious that my friends would be soft too. I did everything I could to break them out of their shell. Eventually we all gained the confidence to stand up to the "pretty girls."
In the vacation before form 3, we were so confident, and guess what, we were half-way developed!!! So we were going out looking fly and shit lol. And in that time I had my first Bf. I was so young and naive, that I was with that jerk.. but we have to make mistakes, to make better choices in life, and if I wasn't with him, I wouldn't know how to choose a better guy, next time around...Looks are not everything, but he was soooo hansome, but didn't know how to love...

Form 3 was a great year for me and my friends.. we were not bullied or laughed at. We became so cool and down to earth, and fully developed lol, with no pimples, and bitchy[well only me]beautiful clear faces we are now blossoming young women, we were always beautiful internally but now the beauty within us has grown so much, that it shows externally and I don't need to hear that phrase anymore, I have more than enough to hold lol. And by the time we reached form 4 those same pretty girls, are looking so"beat out",as we trini's like to say.They are fatter, they faces are filled with pimples, and their legs open like close pins, these days, But you see my friends and I are not like them, just because of all that we don't call them names, or anything thing like that, we treat them equally. But who would have thought that they would be looking the way they are today?
Even I'm shocked. And now in form 5, it's time to say goodbye.... And you wanna know something, I'm glad that those very girls sent me home crying everyday, If it wasn't for them I Wouldn't be where I am today, I probably would have been the fragile flower I was 5 years ago.
Now I feel so sad that I'm leaving them, through the good times and the bad, those who supported me right through, those who taunted and those in between....I'm now 16, and ready to take that next step in my life, ready to meet more bitches, form new relationships and stuff, right now I'm all teary-eyed, because so much emotions are streaming through me, because I'm remembering all the bad times..and even the good. Love You bitches....Peace out.....

<<<[Me with the wild curly hair in the pic there and the ex-nerds]