Hmmmmmmmm what's that smell! It's the smell of rain lol, today was so good, although I had a Maths exam [lol] but really I'm so happy! because it rained almost whole day!....and then when my day was going so great, I just got another disappointment. I was writing about it earlier on today, but after I read it, it was just too full full of rage,anger and pain, and it's just kind of repetitive, so I decided not to post it...... and most of the stuff I wrote last year was just about being hurt and depressed, so from now on I wanna try to write positive things only, although there may be a time when I just need to vent my anger out on blogger! lol..
I sat down today and remembered how much writing stuff in my blog helped me to overcome my problems. Yea I know I have friends to talk to, and they all say they're there for me, but sometimes it isn't enough to just speak to someone,it kinda makes me feel worse, because I have to actually sit and explain the hurt all over again. There may be a time when you speak to them about certain things, and you just might get a good word of advice, but then at other times they may not understand, and then just pity you. Like for instance when I was with my bf I never mentioned any of my home problems to him, but he ended up finding out after we broke through someone in my neighbourhood, and he felt kinda angry because I couldn't share it with him, but I don't like to make people be worried and stuff about me, but one of my friends pointed out that they can't help it if they care :)
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