Who am I

Who am I?
Do you know me?
You think you do, yeah you might look at me...and say "she's perfect"
living in a big house. . . . parents having two cars
yeah I do well in schoool, my hand always flicking up, ready to anwer the question,
You look at me and then you say, "She feel she dey"...
I doh feel i dey, I ain't even reach yet

Who am I ?
Do you know me?
No you don't know what I go through.....
You don't know how my mom bought our house........
you don't know how much nights I cried myself to sleep
you don't know how many mornings I wished I didn't wake up......
You don't know!!!

Who I am?
I am just trying to live.....But my faith is dying......GOD help me
God why my family? why you doing it God ? why?
Why you putting my mother under that stress?
Why does life have to be so tough?
God I done, I done cry, I done wishing I would die
you have to come now and work it out

Who am I Now?
I am a child of God!
God why i doubt you boy? Look, look how you stepped in!
Look how I stopped crying, look how my household transformed
Look at my smile, God is a real smile!!
God look at my confidence!! look how i feel good about myself
God your awesome and I love you

Now......Do you know me now?
or are you still lost?....Do you know the God I serve?
you should get to know him man.....
He'll be with you until the end!!!!!!
Remember you gotta have a test, to have a testimony, don't ever question God
he knows what he's Doing!!

By: Mahalia Joseph

just wanted to share something i wrote earlier this year.